Wait it out.

I really wanted to write yesterday, but I had no idea what to write about. Plus I had alot of work to do for school. Fun. Today I felt the same but I thought I’d give a go at something a friend taught me. If you just start writing randomly, you should just find things to say. Im not sure its working right now though. Im hoping for it to kick in any time now. I can hear some baby birds chirping, which is both a good thing and a bad thing. Good because ‘Aw’. Bad because its in my wall and that means I cant open the cupboard without the fear of a winged beast attacking me.

Im listening to a song now to drown out the sound off the incessant chirping. I have no idea how im going to sleep tonight with that racket. The song Im listening to? Well, If you really want to know its called Wait it out by Imogen Heap. Its apparently from the vampire diaries but I did not know that before I youtubed the lyrics. I heard it on a friends video where she was dancing at a competition and like it. Her dancing was amazing, might I add.

Where do we go from here?
How do we carry on?
I can't get beyond these questions...

Clambering for the scraps in the shatter of us collapsed
that cuts me with every could-have-been

Pain on pain on play repeating
with the backup, makeshift life in waiting

Everybody says time heals everything
but what of the wretched hollow?
The endless in between
are we just going to wait it out?

See, A few updates ago on this blog of mine, I was writing about how time changes things. And here is a song, a few days later, that just jumps infront of me - not literally. Everybody says time heals everything. Its true. But the truth is, we say that to make ourselves feel better until things do get sorted. Have you ever waited for something to get better and it never did? Maybe it got worse. You cant just sit and wait for things to happen all the time. You need to get up and do something about it.

Today, I came across this Twilight FanFiction about Alice and Jasper. I say this about a few of the fanfictions I come across, because it’s true, but it made me cry. I dont get emotional that often, but I always seem to cry while reading a fanfiction with sweet or sad moments in them. I kind of realise, now, that I havent mentioned that im a Twi-fan in this blog. Maybe I have hinted with the whole role-play screen shots. Wow, I role-play. At sixteen. Oh, come on, what else am I meant to do in the evenings when there isnt anything on the television? But, yes, I am a major fan of Twilight. Im not, however, one of the crazed fans that get all defensive over it. I can actually take a joke and have favourited a Twi-hating video because it was just too funny. And, Like Ive said, A few Fanfictions have made me cry. Ill put a little list of them below this paragraph. Right about...... here.

http://www.fanfiction.net/s/5935114/1/Lost
- Now, although this FanFiction is only two chapters at the moment, It is still pretty good. Minus the confusion over POV’s (Point of views) at the begining because it shifts from character to character until settling, its pretty good. I wont give away the plot, but Ill tell you it is very sweet. Go read it if you have time.

http://www.fanfiction.net/s/5155065/1/Note_Writing
- This is a pretty long story. Im only at chapter 18 at the moment, but Im definatly planning on reading more. Its completed which is good because you dont have to wait for more chapters to be added. Read it if you have a lot of time spare and a few tissues handy just in case.

It seems to have worked. Ive written about nonsense, but ive written nonetheless !! Thank you Seann !! The Picture for this post was taken by me while laying on a trampoline in the back garden. It looks like it says "Lol". Nice one. What do you see? :P

Im checking off and leaving you to it, readers. Have a nice day. :) xxx

30th post !! Woop woop.