I’m uploading all of 300 or something pictures from my phone to my dropbox as I type this and I have a feeling it’ll take a fair amount of time.

Things are better from the last post. By that I mean I’m coping with it all better. I’ve been pulling my mindset from one place to the other for a long time now and I’m sure it hasn’t helped my state of sanity but I seem to be processing things a little better at the moment. Misa isn’t trying. I can tell she doesn't want to be friends anymore. I’ve been officially replaced and rejected by her new housemate, Dalton. Yes, she helped him move in. I was supposed to be the one moving in with them. Shit changes, though.
I’m allowed to be a little bitter. I have absolutely nothing against Dalton, he’s a good guy, but she’s treated me like I’m not worth her time or effort anymore. I wish she would just up and tell me that she doesn’t think she can be as close friends anymore because she has a lot of other things on her mind at the moment. At least I wouldnt be sat waiting every day for her to KIK me like she used to. I miss the days when we’d play on Xbox for hours on end laughing about stupid things. Now she’s not a different person, nobody can really be a different person, she’s just not what she used to be like with me. But I’m moving on from that. She’s distant. Both in the actual and emotional forms of the word.

And as for Zoey. Jeez. She did her “blocked and unblocked” routine on me on twitter and posted things like “That moment when you’re not friends with someone anymore and everything they say or do is annoying as fuck”

Well, Thanks then Zo. Just because I didn't talk to you for three weeks and then didn't want to talk to you about what was happening between Misa and I. I’m not exactly obliged to tell you every detail of my life because your own is so boring and you have to find things out to tell your family about me. (As you can see, not exactly happy about that )

I had a dream last night that I bumped into her and her family and she was a real bitch to me about everything so I slapped her and walked over to her mum to tell her that she has gone back on twitter to RP and this time its as Christian Grey. So satisfying, but I’m not horrible like that so I wouldn’t.

BUT ANYWAY! Lets move on to something a little less depressing! As I wrote in my last post I started to go to the gym with Ray and Tay. I ended up pulling a tendon in my foot and I was limping for about 3 damn weeks until it started to feel a bit better. And then Friday I went to go meet Tay in town and I slipped and absolutely wrecked my knee. Apparently I need to be wrapped in bubble wrap for Christmas.

Halloween I went to Ray’s house for a party gathering thing and I got drunk quickly because I hadn’t eaten anything and ended up accidently flashing for a damn second time. Alice and I agreed the next day at work that I’m a completely responsible drunk with a tendency to accidentally flash my underwear. I wore my batman playsuit and socks with the capes. ALL THE CAPES.

I’m currently waiting for a second email back from Argos about a Christmas temp job, and this week at work they finally added more hours to my shift so I work 4 hours instead of the stupid 3 of previous months, and that means I can actually bake sufficiently and then hop on tills to cover breaks again. Its so less stressful, and it would be fucking amazing if Liam quit being an absolute c**t to me. Last week he was in every. fucking. morning. and He flicked my cheek on Monday to which I was NOT IMPRESSED, so I said that I didn't find it appropriate, and he responded with “Was it sexual harassment? Do you want personals number?” and was being really sarcastic about it, and then all week he kept picking on me and asking if what he was asking or saying was appropriate. He’s such an asshole. And we wonder why I want to get the fuck out of there.
(Realise the lack of swearing in this post until I mentioned him. Haha)

Anyway, I’m getting ready for Christmas, I even have my Christmas jumper out and ready! (Shut it, I know its still early November but that doesn't stop the shops)

I just have to buy presents, wrap them and give them out, as well as write cards for people. And organise my train trip to Bristol to meet Zoe for ZarZarBazaar on December 14th. (Eep!)

Until the next post, dearest reader, Good day!

(Currently watching American Horror Story… just…just…)