Sunday, 13 March 2011

Day two.

A picture of you and the person you have been closest with the longest.

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Charlotte Benhalilou.

Charr Larr is three years older than me, and she’s a family friend. She lives across the road from me. I remember when I was eight or nine, she used to persuade me to run back to my house to get her food all the time. Haha. We usually sit on the doorstep every now and then (Something which we haven't don't in “donkey’s years” as she says) and have nice catch up chats. Last year she turned twenty, and as I’m writing this, I’ve just come to realise she’ll be twenty-one this year. Oh my days! Scary.com. (She used to say “Confused.com” and then it went on to “-Insert-any-word-here-.com”) She’s pretty, hilarious, has the best stories about everything from being drunk to the local news on stabbings. LOL. I do love Charlotte, and I do miss her. She finished her beauty therapy course at college a few years ago, and now has a Job who knows where doing charity-raising events for a park somewhere… I think. I actually have no idea, I only think this because she said she had to cycle for the whole day ages ago for charity. And I think she mentioned Coate Water or something. I either am oh so observant of what she says, Or I just completely forgetful. We’ve gone on a two week holiday together (Well, with my parents too, but… yeah) which was awesome. Until she almost died. No joke. She had this bad tooth ache, which was actually an.. abscess thing that could've burst and gone down her throat or whatever and killed her. We actually took her home (A two hour drive there and back) the day before we officially left and saved her life, essentially. On that holiday, when she wasn't busy almost dying, we had a lot of energy-drink filled fun. The first day we were there, a group of boys asked for her number; Which is kind of the norm when you hang around with Charlotte. We played pool on the second floor of the Stardust arcade and played N-dubz “Number one” while we play one of our one hour games, because we suck at potting the balls. We were perved on, and I bent over deliberately, causing us both to go into a laughing fit. I’m laughing as I write this. Good times! Charlotte when on one of those electric shock games. About five times. On easy, medium and hard. And the dance mat! With out awesome scores on “Sway with me” or whatever song it was. And that car game where the car you sit in goes all over the place. And the foam ball gun cage! Laser tag! Good actual times! God, we have to do that again, I miss it. That's where we got the nicknames Bodger and Badger. My dad was making rustling sounds on the wall to try and freak Char and me out, and we were looking out the window like “What the heck –is- that!?” and (I think) Charlotte screams, seeing a Badger. Something like that, anyway. She is generally one of the nicest, most kind-hearted people you will ever wish to meet, and I’m glad I know her, and have been so close to her for so long.

*Cheesy grin*


List 5 of your favourite websites, and why they’re your favourite.

Twitter, because I've met some brilliant, funny, awesome, kind people on there, and I can also stalk the famous-kind and see where they are and what they-re doing in a legal way!

Facebook, because I can see what people I know are doing, and, also, stalk in a legal way.

Youtube, because thats where I get all my awesome music from, and I enjoy some of the hilarious Viral videos on there.

Hotmail, to check my emails, DUH!

Blogger.com, because without this website, I wouldn't have a blog to put my memories and such in! 

 Your least favourite song.

My least favourite song, I don't want it on my blog. Its anything by Jedward, because they are soooo annoying. Hahaha.

Saturday, 12 March 2011

Day one

I've been seeing these “30 day” challenges over a lot of different social networking sites lately. You can do picture ones, song ones and, if you Google it there are countless different versions. I have chosen three that I will do (Or try to) over the next 30 days. One is a picture one, another a song one, and the third is just a list of random questions on your personality and stuff. So, here’s day one. Enjoy!

Day 1- A picture of you and fifteen random facts.

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- The necklace in this picture was bought for me by my Granddad.
- The bag I am wearing in this picture is one of my favourites, but it ripped.
- This picture is actually pretty old. About a year, at least.
- I am playing on Pokémon Ruby for GBA. ;)
- I once stole out of date bread from the back of a Tesco’s shop.
- I pushed a girl in the road once.
- She pushed me first.
- My Mum saw from the window.
- I watch the Disney Channel most of the time.
- My favourite Disney Show would have to be That’s So Raven.
- My favourite smiley online is O.o
- I’m not so good with riddles.
- I think I have to wear that shirt, up there in my picture, more often.
- I got a new TV set box yesterday, and I miss the old one.
- According to my New Moon calendar, its still December.

Day 01 – Your favourite song

Day 01 - The celebrity you’d do unthinkable, illegal things to.

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I think we all know this one. Monroe Jackson Rathbone V.

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Monday, 7 March 2011

Time Jumper: Jackson Rathbone Part four.

“What do you two want to eat tonight?" Jackson said, plopping down next to me on the sofa.
"Pizza?" Ben J said.
"Nah, We've had Pizza twice already this week."
"Chinese?"
"You know I don't like Chinese, Dude."
"You live on takeaway food, don't you?" I asked. Both Ben and Jackson looked at me and nodded. I shook my head. "Guys."
"Jackson's done an advert where he irons toast. He can't cook much better than that" Ben laughed. Jackson nudged him, chuckling.
"I am so cooking weekends, Boys. You just can't live on takeaways. It's almost as bad as smoking."
"I think my mom moved in, Jay." Ben said, still laughing lightly.
"Vick's just looking out for us. Ain't ya?" Jay smiled at me. I nodded, giggling a little.

I woke up on the Saturday at ten. Jackson and Ben were both still asleep. I got up and, after getting changed into jeans and a top Ben had bought me, I looked in the fridge. They had gone shopping yesterday evening, a list from me in hand, so the fridge was full of useful stuff I could use, opposed to the butter and mouldy cheese left in there when I last checked. I pulled out three eggs, bacon, three medium mushrooms, two tomatoes, a packet of six sausages and the new tub of butter, putting them on the kitchen counter. I also got two tins of baked beans out and put them in a saucepan. Halfway through cooking the last egg, the smell had, most likely, drifted into the boy's bedrooms. Ben was the closest, and was the first one to come out in just his boxers, running his hand through his hair. He came over to one of the plates and went to grab a sausage, but I smacked his hand away.
"Go get dressed first, Ben." I couldn't help but smile. "And tell Jay to do the same."
By the time they both came out, it was half past ten. I had put their plates on the usually unused dining table, with glasses, knives and forks. There was a bottle of orange juice and a jug of iced water in-between the glasses, too. I was sat down, my legs crossed on the seat, sipping at my water.

"See, I told you my Mom moved in." Ben chuckled, fork in hand, stabbing at his food. I giggled, almost spitting the water I was sipping everywhere.
"Your Mom aint this good at cooking, Ben." Jackson said, chuckling and pouring some orange juice into his glass. "Thanks Vicky. This is really sweet of you."
"You guys paid for it, I just cooked it." I grinned, picking up my fork and starting with my mushrooms.
After breakfast, I sent them over to watch television. I usually wouldn't touch washing up, but I had to take the responsibility because, well, do you really think Jackson Rathbone at seventeen would wash his dishes? No, Didn't think so either. He's like other teenage boys my age. Which is kinda strange, seeing that he should be twenty six and famous. I almost forgot about that. I guess I've just been getting to know him, and I've forgotten who he actually is. I washed all the dishes and went over to join Ben and Jay on the sofa.
"Cartoons? Seriously?" I giggled.
"Nothin's wrong with a little cartoons on a Saturday mornin', Vick" Jackson chuckles, chucking a cushion at me.

Around 2 in the afternoon, I decided that it was too nice of a day to let Ben and Jackson sit around in the dark watching TV. I stood up and, with my hands on my hips for effect, I looked at them.
“We should go out. Its sunny outside, and in all honesty, at our age we shouldn’t be stuck inside this stuffy ole place.” 
“Yeah, yeah, after this” Ben said, waving his hand in dismissal at me. Jackson nudged him without looking away from the television.
“Fine, I’ll go find something to do without you both. You can have square eyes if you want, not my problem.” I shrugged, pulling on my woolly boot-y things. Heading for the door, Jackson got up and grabbed my arm gently.
”Wait for us, we’re not lettin’ you go on your own,” He smiled at me before looking over at Ben “Are we, Ben?” He must have glared because Ben nodded and grabbed the television remote, reluctantly turning it off and getting up to go. I grinned at them both and fist pumped.
”To the park… if you have one around here anywhere” I laughed. Ben chuckled lightly and Jackson just grinned, nodding.

Becca looked at me, raising her eyebrow.
”Are you okay?” She asked, watching me as I rubbed my forehead.
”Urr… I didn't schedule this visit, actually.” I laughed.
“Did somebody spike your drink, and then you passed out?” Becca said, trying not to laugh.
”Its three in the afternoon, we aren’t drinking alcohol. We’re playing football in the park. Well, we were” Becca burst out laughing.
“You got knocked out?”
”Well! I was trying to catch the ball when Ben kicked it in the air, and… yeah.” I laughed, shaking my head. “Officially the first time I've been knocked out”
”Well, good luck with that. See you when you sleep” She said, as I closed my eyes and then reopened them slowly, the sun being blocked from my eyes by three figures.
“I think she’s okay, she’s waking up. Dude, you’re an idiot”

Sat up now, Jackson sat next to me to make sure I was okay, Ben G kept giving me apologetic smiles while him and Ben J was kicking the “Soccer” ball back and forth.
“I really am fine, Jackson, you can go play if you want to.” I smiled back at Ben G yet again.
”It’s okay, Vick. I’m not letting you sit on your own, anyways.”
About three minutes later, I turned to face him and giggled.
”Hola, Jackson. Como estas?” Jay looked at me with a puzzled look, chuckling.
”Soy bueno. Como estas?”
“…Soy bueno” I nodded, laughing because I had already used my little knowledge of spanish up asking him how he was and saying hello.
“Well, that was random” He chuckled again, looking at me. We both turned to see Ben G and Ben J walking up to us, throwing the ball at Jackson’s head. Not able to catch it in time, it hit his head and bounce off in the opposite direction. He rubbed his forehead, much like I was doing about ten or twenty minutes ago.
“See, they’re perfect for each other” Ben J told Ben G. I could feel my face go hot and giggled, putting my hood up on my hoodie to hide my face.

Jackson chuckled, patting my back.
“Ignore them, Vick.”
”Trying” I laughed, still hiding my face. “Gawd, Johnson, Why’d you have to be so awkward!” I said, peeking up at him.
“Johnson?” He laughed as he plopped down."
”Well, You're Johnson and he’s Graupner. Because I can’t keep referring to you as Ben G and Ben J.” I nodded. They shrugged, saying “Fair enough” in unison.
“Right, now what?” Graupner said, pulling my hood down and chuckling. I gave him a little glare, but left the hood as it was.
“Guess the song?” Johnson suggested. OhGawd. I don't know the years of songs. Please say no, Please say no. I cringed internally when the others agreed to it, as it would “Pass some time” Dammity damn. Its okay, as long as I can just think carefully. Just do Spice girl songs or something.
“Vicky first. I wanna see if she can sing” Graupner grinned evilly at me. OhGawd. I wasn't ready.
”You wont get me singing. Ever. I don't even know what songs are around at the moment.” I admitted.

I ended up skipping my turn about six times. That was until they all jumped on me and forced me.
“I don't want to” I half laughed, half squeaked as Jay, Graupner and Johnson bundled me. “God this hurts. Please get off-a me!”
They all rolled off, laughing their pretty little heads off as I sat up, clutching my squished stomach and groaning.
“Not nice to play ruff, Boys” I said, wagging my finger at them all jokingly and laughing.
“Jay can kiss it better” Johnson teased, winking at me. I bet you he knew I’d go red! Jackson just chuckled. I pointed to my cheek.
”I’m pretty sure somebody smacked me ‘round the face at the start of your most random bundle” … What was I doing!?
“Sorry, I think that might’ve been me anyway” Jay said as he leant in to kiss my cheek softly. Butterflies exploded in my stomach, and I was pretty surprised I didn't squeal!
”I think she’s happy you did that, dude.” I heard one of the Ben’s say. Apparently I actually did squeal. Kill. Me. Now.

Wednesday, 2 March 2011

Surviving independent-ness!?

My best friend burps in old peoples faces. No actual word of a lie. First it was Mr Sims in CoPE (The same teacher who told me to “Be quiet or choke on your balloon and die”) and then today, she scared some poor lady in the street in town. Poor woman almost fell backwards in shock!

Anyway, Other news! I miss my mummy. Yes, I know if you've read this blog from the beginning, you’ll be thinking “But you always rant about her!?” … Don’t mean I don’t love her still. Its been what, a week? I’m seventeen! In the next five years, I will have to be thinking about permanently moving out and into my own place, or something, and I can barely cope for a week.

Rebecca and I have just had a nice hours chat, sat in the corner, where it smells like “Corner” apparently, and cat pee. Charming. We have a lovely talk about how Becca sets everything on fire, and about general topics like University and current relationships with our year at school. Then she went crazy and started singing “Wicked” songs, and now she’s downstairs making popcorn, whilst I sit in my bed, in my bedroom, with a nine year old cat sat wheezing next to me.

And now, after a nice chat about boobs, Rebecca has gone upstairs, ready to sleep. And I am pretty much on the same page. Except, I don't have to move, because I'm nice and comfy, and just kicked the cat out. Well, Goodnight, readers, I hope you have a nice day or night, where ever you may be, and I hope your foot is better soon (If you've done something to it) Love and kisses, Vicky. oxoxoxo

Friday, 25 February 2011

Beccaarrrfesssttt

Last night.. and well, this morning, too, was absolutely crazy. Beccafest. Also known as Wankfest and .. something else I cannot remember because I was slightly drunkard. I had a bottle of Bacardi Breezer to myself, and then orange and vodka x2 and then Pims and sparkling water x2. It was crazzyyy. Two couples got in the bath together at one point, and I remember walking in, taking one look and thinking “whhaaat thaaa faaa!?” and then walking out again to get another drink. Becca and I were up cleaning and like six in the morning, washing chocolate cake off the floors, walls and ceilings. And then I slept until midday and woke up for tea and marmite on toast, and then a little later soup and tea. Everyone ate the popcorn… all three packets of four, and the four pack of pot noodles had gone, along with fireworks, milk and pizza. Again I say… it was crazzzyyyy. And now? Now I'm really tired and want to go to bed again. But I cant. Its a silly time to sleep. Well, G’day dear readers, type later.

Saturday, 19 February 2011

Arachnophobia!? Pfft.

 Another red light on a cold November day
I see the faces following close in a long headlight parade
to a resting place where tear-stained eyes say goodbye
I've been moving so fast I've forgotten where I'm going
I'm driving blind but the wheels of life have a beautiful way of slowing you down sometimes to catch your breath and take a second to
smile when you're not supposed to laugh
and cry when you're supposed to hold it back
and live like the sun is burning out of the sky
'cause tomorrow's too late so don't waste a day of this life

On Thursday I went to London Zoo with my psychology class to watch a talk on Phobia’s. We were hypnotized to be relaxed around spiders and then we held a tarantula. Yeah… I held this huuuuge thang here.

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*Shivers* It was not too bad, but I was nervous. Yucky. I did enjoy the day though, even if I was completely out of it from all my cold medicine. I took some pictures of some animals.

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Anyways, Monday is my Granddad’s funeral. I haven't cried about it since the Wednesday he went, but I know I will definatly cry a load at the funeral.   Tuesday I get to just sleep, and do what I please, and then Wednesday I am going to pack my suitcase and go over to Becca’s house, where I will basically be living for the next three weeks, because her mum and her mums bo--Fiancé are going away for a while.

I get my own room, and Becca and I have to survive independent living without injury. Haha. I mean, seriously, she phoned me up earlier asking what I wanted food-wise, and our shopping list is full of snack food and cereal. We’re going to do so well! ;)

And, Thursday is going to be crazy beyond belief because I’ll be the only sober and non-high person at her house, because we’re having a nice little party, if you remember me writing before, called Wankfest. LOL.

Anyway, I promise to try and keep you more updated. :)

Have a good day. ♥

Thursday, 10 February 2011

February 9th 2011

Yesterday, at 7:15pm, my Granddad passed away in hospital. Seeing my Mum, my aunt, uncle and cousins cry like that was heartbreaking. It didn't even feel real because it happened so quickly. He went into Bristol’s hospital on Sunday or Monday for a bypass operation, and then Tuesday and yesterday his kidneys and lungs started to give up.

We were sat in the CICU’s waiting room and the nurse came out. None of us expected that he’d already gone. We had to wait another ten or twenty minutes before seeing him because they had to pull his tubes out. But, when we did see him, it was… I don’t even have the words to describe it. I was scared to touch him at first, and I was just stood watching everybody cry and hold his hand, kiss his forehead, stroke his hair. I just didn't know what to do. When everyone had gone, It was just Kelly and I, and she wrapped an arm around me and pulled me over to Granddad while stroking my back (Which was the nicest thing she’s actually ever done). I stroked his cheek and patted his shoulder. I didn't know what else to do. Then Christopher came in again to make sure Kelly was okay, and I watched K kiss his forehead before going to C so we could go back downstairs to Mum, who had to go have a cigarette. We went down and she was on the phone to Sam, and K told mum to tell her that she had “Done what she asked”

It looks like, even though this family is messed up, we are here for each other when its most needed. Here when its needed, and not when its wanted.

I wont be going to school today. This is the first person, someone close to me, who I have seen pass away since I was younger. I’ve tired myself out with all the sobbing, but Its nice to lay there before drifting to sleep, hearing him in my head like a crazy person I most probably am.

Granddad’s got his hat on,
Hip hip hip-o-ray.
Granddad’s got his hat on
and he’s coming out to play.

R.I.P Granddad. I’ll look after mum. xxx

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