Wake me up when the half-moon rises.

Crystal ships march safely through a storm
And for a moment it felt like everything was fine
I'm fond of sleeping on the horizon
Wake me up when the half-moon rises

As they land on my shoulders,
The petals turn to dust
My arms are heavy soldiers,
Left out becoming rust

Mother nature
The weight of the world on my shoulders
With rage and force, she ends the madness
We shiver, we shudder.

That song is by Behind Sapphire. I found it on Jodelle’s (The Girl who plays Bree Tanner in Eclipse) twitter. She’s in the video, but that’s besides the point. Its a nice song. And, I commented on the YouTube video “I want to marry this song < 33” and  Behind Sapphire commented back with a heart. Hehe. Little uplifts like that.

I have two days until my psychology exam. Right now, I have no idea where it is, but I’m guessing in the hall, and I don’t know where my seat is. And, oh yeah, I haven't even finished revision. I still have the whole of aggression to do, and then i have to go over it all again to make sure I know it all for the exam. I'm so tempted to just not do aggression and focus on Relationships and Eating behaviours.

I mean, even though I have done the revision, I don’t know anything, but hopefully seeing the questions in the exam will trigger things in my head, and I can sit there for the hour and a half scribbling down anything and everything in my head.

I came home after first lesson yesterday. I sat in English feeling completely sick. I had to get up and go outside it was so bad. I think the stress of this exam is getting to me. This week will be the second week in a row I don’t get my £20 E.M.A because I haven't gone to enough lessons. But, its not my fault I’m ill.  I don’t even want to be ill. I hate it!

I’ll eat my sandwich, the one my Daddy made me because my mum is ill(er than usual) right now. He makes better sandwiches, and I don't know if it has anything to do with the fact he cuts them into triangles or not. Haha.
I will do my revision sheets after that sandwich, and I will spend the rest of the afternoon doing that, if I don't get frustrated with it and stop. But if I do, I’ll just stare at my desktop and grin like a fool to myself. Its all good

 

Better go eat, drink and be merry until I end up killing myself on Friday morning. No, I wont kill myself, I’ll just give up and curl up in bed all “Me no wanna!” and then end up having to drag myself to school for the exam. I’ll have fun, I know I will… >-<