I’m in over my head

I never knew
I never knew
that everything was falling through
That everyone I knew was waiting on a queue
To turn and run
when all I needed was the truth
But that's how it's got to be
It's coming down to nothing more than apathy
I'd rather run the other way than stay and see
The smoke and who's still standing when it clears
When everyone knows I'm in
Over my head
Over my head
With eight seconds left in overtime
She's on your mind
She's on your mind

Absolutely love this song. Over my head – The Fray. I’ve had it on repeat for the past few days. I’ve not gone to any lessons. Well, Three, but that’s not really anything, either. I’ve been a tiny bit ill on and off for the past week, but I’m just putting it down to the stressing out I’m doing over my Psychology exam next week. I’ve done revision for once though. Wanna see how much I’ve done so far? Well, Lemme go take a picture, bare with me a second though, I have to tidy my room a bit so I can spread it over the floor.

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Ta-da! That’s not even half of what I have to do for Friday. Hence why I’m ill with stress, but It will all be okay as soon as It’s all over with. I just have to endure the stress and revise to make myself fell better. I still have the whole of aggression to do, not to mention go over all of it again, writing those little flash cards. This is the most revision I have ever done for any exam in my whole entire life, but I bet you that I will still get a crap grade. Oh well, Must be positive.

My parents are being really nice. I want to know how long this will last. My dad keeps bringing me things from work. As seeing he’s a builder, the stuff he’s got me are very odd.

 

Yeah, A disco ball, an alarm clock and some slippers. The Twilight actors book he got from Asda, and even though there isn't a Jackson Rathbone picture in sight, I’m thankful that I was thought of.

So, over Easter, my parents are going down to Minehead to have the weekend at my uncles new bed and breakfast. I’m not going. I decided this myself, because I’d rather stay home and have my music really loud than spend a weekend with my parents and my sister’s family at my uncles. I mean, actually, quite a lot of the family will be there, and because the whole family bloody revolves around Facebook statuses, I’d rather not go down there and be questioned and have to defend myself.

I’m going to have loud music and I’m going to run around the house naked. No, No, Okay, So I wont be running around naked. My cousin isn’t going either. I’m going to be feeding the cats and making sure he doesn’t have hot boxing sessions with his friends in our living room. I doubt he would do that but oh well, can’t ever be 100% sure with anything anymore.

Hope everything is going well for you. Not long ‘till the end of the first month in 2011. Exciting stuff! Next thing you know, It’ll be Christmas again!

*Leaves you to drool over this picture* Bye! … Oh god, Look at that tattoo…