How to cope with life on a daily basis

Yeah, this is my favorite picture right now.

Now, on with the blog !!

Here we are again. Another Sunday evening. Sun setting slowly in the dull blue sky. This weekends been lazy for me. Mainly I was sat around playing Uno on the xbox 360. Its been so warm too. The sun hasnt let any sign of quitting. This whole week should be warm. I have no idea how many ice lollies I have eaten in the past few days, but I think if I look in the mirror, a giant orange ice lolly will be staring back at me. I hope Becca has a decent supply of popsicles. (Yeah, I realise Americanism’s are invading the English language. May as well be ahead of the fad, right?)

So, this week Im going to be over Rebecca’s house. Her mum went on holiday for the week and Rebecca needs company. (And a maid? I know I’ll end up tidying.) We’ve already planned a swimming sesh and a cinema trip. Jeesh, Im going to need money that doesnt exsist! Im sure my £35 or so should do. £15 for the week bus pass to get to and from school. Out of my own money, may I add, because my mother thinks its a stupid idea to look after my best friend when I could easily stay home and get to school for free. She obviously doesnt get the whole concept of teenagers. Teenagers socialize, bitch/get bitched about, experiment with drugs, alcohol and maybe sex, not that I would do them at sixteen, and dont like their parents or respect them as much as they should. So, Thats leaves around £20 to go swimming and for the cinema. I wonder what we will watch. Maybe Shrek 3? Where ma witches at !?

Yeah, My mother has been a bit horrible lately, from my perspective. I know its no excuse, but I think its because she’s scared about her biopsy. Yeah, biopsy. She has to go in at eight in the morning for day surgery on her own. They’re going to take some of the lumpy thang at the bakc of her throat out and then send it for tests to see if its cancerous or not. She has to give up smoking, but she’s still not doing anything about it. Her attitude is rotten with everything at the moment. She’s always yelling at me to do things. The other evening we were sat outside and we had an argument. I stormed off up to my room after declaring that I wouldnt be part of this family any more. I sat for a while and then went downstairs to apologize. I explained that I felt like she was being really snappy lately and she said I was the one being snappy. I simply said I was being like it because she was being like it. It worked for a while, but shes back to what she was before. But, atleast I was the bigger person, right? I mean, I apologized to her and explain why I said what I said. Does that show her that Im actually mature now? I dont think she sees it though. The same day she went on saying that Becca was so much more mature than me and stuff like that. The thing is, Im mature to, when I need to be. I just dont think she trusts me. She has so many reasons to trust me though. I didnt bugger off with some bloke when I was thirteen, like my sister, and Im not going to get married to the first person I go out with when Im eighteen, like my brother. Im the only one out of the three of us to actually do exams and get grades, but she still treats me like im immature. I dont get it, what am I supposed to do to prove to her? Become Becca? I swear thats what she wants. She tries to get me to dress like her, you should see the shoes she bought me. They’re exactly the same as Becca’s except they’re black. Do I need to get a job, move out and get my own house to prove to her that Im older than what she thinks?

Im seventeen in exactly a month. Wow. I only just realised after looking at my calendar. Oh, Robert, why didnt you say anything!? I think Robert Pattinson is going to be Edward scissorhands in the remake of the film with the same title (Oh the wonders that you find out from Louise and Seann’s Twitters.) You cant beat the original. Johnny depp is too cool for Rob to compete. So, Seventeenth. Well, Im kinda freaked out with being sixteen still, so who knows whats going to happen when im seventeen. Yeah, the same old same old. Much to my Mothers dislike, Becca, Lizzie and I are going to cornwall on holiday for ten days from the 26th of July, the day before my birthday. It will be my first holiday without family, and my first holiday where I will celebrate my birthday. Im actually pretty excited, except the fact that it is more than likely to cost a lot of my own money. My own money because, yet again, my mother refuses to give me anything towards it. Im supposed to get an £100 EMA (Education matenance allowace. Yeah, I get paid to go to school. Have to attend every lesson, but hey ho. £10 a week.) bonus in July, so aslong as I sign for it then I should get it. That will go towards CiC. (Thats Camping in Cornwall. Its so cool, it gets an abbreviation.)

Im off to settle down now. I have to finish packing for tomorrow and Im eager to find out what happens to James Stark in ‘Untamed’. Its the 4th book in the house of night book series. Goodnight Bloggee’s. Lots of love, Vicky.

#RandomFact I went to Radio One’s Big Weekend in Swindon last May and met Alesha Dixon. Not to mention that I talked to her for a good ten or so minutes. She really is that cool.