Let's go all the way tonight
No regrets, just love
We can dance until we die
You and I
We'll be young forever

You make me
Feel like
I'm living a Teenage Dream
The way you turn me on
I can't sleep
Let's runaway
And don't ever look back
Don't ever look back

My heart stops
When you look at me
Just one touch
Now baby I believe
This is real
So take a chance
And don't ever look back
Don't ever look back


Im enjoying a little Katy Perry "Teenage Dream" music video right now. First time Ive heard the song, but it will definatly be one for me to have on my phone. Hello!? Shes in bed with a guy. And he's stripping her off. Oh my, Katy Perry in her underwear. Girl crush is definatly Katy Perry right now. I would. Im over Ke$ha. Katy Perry is where it's at. Haha. And, just to let you know, I have it on repeat. She's undoing her trousers again. Im so not perving here.... I want breast's like hers! Why does Katy look like Zooey Dechannel!? Im not the only one that thinks this! Katy was in like, New york or somewhere like that, and she was in her car and sombody shouted "Wheeyy, Zooey Deschannel!" at her. Apparently Zooey has been asked about this before as well, and she isnt happy about it.

Im going to copy something my friend Shannon does on her blog. She's cool like that. She's obsessed with "Remember me" and we had a little argument over the morals in Twilight Vs Remember me on facebook. So, here we go. 5 Random things. Im cool like that. Okay, so number one. Im banned from drinking energy drinks like red bull because they give me the major shakes and make me hyper. Number two. My intercom phone is the bane of my life and is really annoying. Number Three. I use too many film quotes. Lately, it's "Im in love with the idea of being in love" because clearly I am, and It makes me confused. Number four. That quote is from Eclipse. Like, the best film ever. Number five. I recently recorded myself singing "My boy builds coffins" by Florence and the machine and actually liked the way I sounded. But, I deleted it seconds after because I dont want anybody to hear.

Nora. I have a confession. When you asked for a name and I gave you "Rebecca Lloyd" I did use a real name. But I saw it on your blog and it made me laugh. I actually love you. You little ball of randomness and your "TYTaco" and "BRBurito". You strange, strange girl. Dont ever change!

Im not sat here on my bed raving. Honest.

Oh, Jeez. I miss Becca and Lizzie. Lizzie and her peach slices. Oh, Lizzie. They're on holiday in weymouth. Well, they were. They're coming home today. I promised Becca I'd write a long blog all about her, but Im just going to write a little something here, because its not a wise this to give her a big head.

Rebecca Lloyd,

You are the actual best IRL friend I could ever have. I say IRL because online you forget to reply to me on MSN and facebook. But its okay, because youre so damn cool and have loads of friends other than me, so you have to make time for them too. You've made me cry, you bitch. That time you MSN'd me all "i'm not even joking, you are the only person that has actually not lied to me""i have you, and you are the best person in the whole entire world""thankyou for being so lovely Vicky. I really do love you a lot.""you're the most genuine, lovely, ridiculous person i know. I'm honestly truly blessed to be your friend." December 21st 2009. Just saying.

You make me laugh and smile, you stick up for me when Im too shy to. You listen to my stupid rambles about anything and everything, you know everything about me and I know everything about you. Its crazy how we are friends now. If we were sat in art at the begining of year ten, with grand ole Mr Deacon, and somebody asked us if we'd become best friends, I'd probally shrug and you'd be all "Fuck no". I know how much you loved me back then. Lmao. However much my Mother dislikes you and thinks I just follow everything you say, which yeah, I kinda do but happily because I actually have a life now, I love you to bits.

Without you, I would have never discovered Subway and the wonders of the public library. Id be stuck with Hayley being immature 24/7 and listening to her talk about sex, lipstick, shoes and cosmo. Oh, and Angus. Because she would never shut up about him, even when he started to go out with Elizabeth. She did, however, stop talking about him when she found out he was going to grow his hair and get dreadlocks.

Love you loootttsssss and lots like jelly tots and vodka shots, with Pim's on the side.

Love from your besty friend, Victoria Jayne Telling.

Family Reunion tomorrow. Im going to be followed around by little kids while I slowly get drunk. I havent offically been drunk. Like, Proper drunk drunk, but I dont think Ill do it tomorrow because my Grandad will be sat in the livingroom.

And out of nowhere, a list of people I could not live without in my life. In no particular order.
Seann
Louise
Christina
Zoey
Rebecca
Lizzie
Claire
Charlotte
Nora
Kassie
Darcy
Shannon
My blog readers, who are amazing!
and everybody else !!

Im going to tell you this once, my wonderful reader. Whoever you may be, I think about you constantly. Your name is always crossing through my mind, over and over again. Especially if it starts with an S or an L. Just saying. You mean so much to me and there isnt a day I dont think of you and wonder how you are, even if it doesnt seem like it. I love you a lot. and will do forever. and there is nothing you can ever do about that. and If you try, I might just have to beat you up.

This, my friends, is one epic post, noh? Well, Thats because this is my 100th post! Thanks to Seann for inspiring me to start inspirations way back when. She is my inspiration. I look up to her as if she were a real sister of mine. Love love love to her always. Every February, she'll be my valentines. ;)

Thank you for reading my blog, even if it is just some randomer's ramblings about their life and how crap it can be sometimes and how awesome it is other times. I send you hugs and kisses for being the awesome person you are.

And Remember, Love yourself, and others will follow.

oxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo Hugs and sloppy kisses.

#RandomFact Omeagle is the shizz. It's chatroulette with no camera's and its hilarious!

Gnome!! Im random, I know.

I last updated my Twilight FanFiction "Catch Me" in June. I started writing it all the way back in march. I think over the next few days I might try and write the last chapter. I didnt write for so long because I was ending it. Thats always a problem with me. As soon as I know somethings about to end or that Im going to finish it, I just give up. Catch Me is a Twilight FanFiction about Alice and Jasper, but also it about my friendship with Louise and Seann. I wrote it for them, but I ended up getting 125 Reviews by the time I got to chapter 37. I wrote 24,661 words!

The next post will be this blog's 100th!! I will make sure to do a nice long, detailed post!
But anyhow's. Onto my random ramblings of my life.

Eclipse sold out just as we got to the desk, so we ended up watching "Knight and day" It was a good film, minus the fact every time I looked at Tom Cruise I thought of Peter Fachinelli. Do they not look alike !? I really think they do. Not all the time, but they can. Lolz, Im actually writing this without looking at the keyboard. Im staring at the tele and watching The Suite Life On Deck. I know, Disney is cool.

Saturday is my Family Reunion and im looking forward to actually having something to eat. The house is full of food, but it's all off limits. Worst thing ever. All of the food is the junk food, but thats the best kind! Pringles and cadbury mini rolls and mini pizza's ready to cook. Im hungry and this is not helping me.

Im freaked out! My music stereo (Which I have to dismantle and take downstairs for the weekend -Le sigh-) keeps going all weird on the Eclipse Soundtrack. Especially on the first four songs. The lights flicker loads but then stop on the other CD's I put in it.

Saturday 7th august-

BBQ at Sam's house. Mum and dad left at half 8, which is also when I was going to leave, and I was not happy about that whatsoever. Sam let me stay over the night so I ended up crashing out on the extremely comfy livingroom sofa at 3am. I made friends with a few of my sisters work-mates who were all really nice. Shannon is the same age as me, 17, but she looks older, whereas Sarah is 20 but looks my age. I kept drinking Pim's and Lemonade, and Jamie, a guy ive known for like ages but not seen alot, kept asking me how old I was when I got another drink. I did the whole 'Becca/ Lizzie thing" which is sitting down and drinking, and then getting up and feeling how drunk you actually are. I couldnt feel my legs. It was so funny. Now there are pictures on Sarah's facebook of me chopping wood with an axe that I dont even remember doing.

Sunday 8th august-
Woke up around 11am, which seeing there is a 4 year old and an 8 year old in the house, it was pretty good. Watched as my sister attempted to clean the back garden up. Attempted because a cake had been left out on the table and there was hundreds of wasps around it. It was crazy! Had another BBQ that night before my dad drove me home. Got home to find a 12 year old child eating all my food. He's apparently staying over with my 30 year old cousin.

Monday 9th august-
I dont even remember what I did on this day. Most likely just on the computer all day like the phat lazy ass I am.

Tuesday 10th august-
I was on my third/fourth twitter account all day. (My bad. =/) Rain was horrible, but when It stopped, Charr Larr and I went to the shops so I could get some energy drinks, which Im banned from having but oh well.

Charr Larr and I. We're like... Childhood Bezzies. Lolz, Bezzies. Best Friends*

Wednesday 11th august-
Today.....

To do list:
Shower
Clean the bathroom for my mum, which includes cleaning the toilet. Ew.
5pm, get picked up and go to see Eclipse for the 3rd time. With a guy-friend.

Shut up, Becca.
My head hurts.

I loved this youtube series when It came out. It was the funniest thing out there at the time.

Im trying to find you, but you're no where to be seen.

I was told this earth had this one special person looking for me. Did somebody tell that to you, too?

I want to find you. Jump onto a building and shout at the top of my lungs. But, I dont even know your name. Do you know mine?

Could you point to me on a map and plot a path to me? Come on, come find me. Take one look at my fragile heart and take me under your wing until the end of time.

My heart is shouting these words every time I breathe. My soul sighs in my sleep. Im fed up with this emptiness, even if I cant feel it all the time. Its still there. Constantly reminding me that I havent even met you yet. Im waiting, but how long for? Are you waiting, too?

Are you waiting in my heart?

I put my heart in a red balloon,
But I let it go too soon.
Let it go on the boulevard,
Where wicked winds blow so hard.

Maybe if I looked up I would have seen that,
The sky is full of red balloons
Red balloons are full of broken hearts.
Broken hearts are floating by a chance
will they burst or drift into arms?

I put my eyes in a red balloon
to watch you with the light of the moon,
but seeing you holding hands
with another girl and making plans
Well I just had to set you free
and finally see that

Maybe if I looked up I would have seen that,
The sky is full of red balloons
Red balloons are full of broken hearts.
Broken hearts are floating by a chance
will they burst or drift into arms?

Because I'm not normal and dont have any form of photo identification I cant go with Becca to Newcastle. Unlike most seventeen year olds, I dont have a citizenship card nor a passport. Monday night Benjamin, my eight year old nephew, slept over. Yesterday I took him to the cinema to see Shrek, along with Becca and her nephew Ollie, and then bought him back home. Around 11pm last night, he starts crying. He ended up going home because "He missed his family." Before Christopher took him home, he came down with some foam balls I had bought and was all "Can I take these home?"

Kids are so demanding. As is life.

I have no idea what this means, but maybe sombody else can make sense of it.


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YOU bOosT clEaR AlLY
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The line where it says "One promise, long history" freaked me out a little. Just saying.

Normal blog post up later today. Thunder and lightening scaring me a little too much right now.