Yeah, Thats me, when i was ickle. My mum went through a heap of pictures today with my Auntie Jackie (Who is her best friend and not really a real aunt, She's one of my God-parents) I dont remember ever seeing this picture. I thought I was cool then, I think im cool now. Its all good. No more exams !!! Back to school on monday though. Oh well. Write some other time. xxxx


#RandomFact Clotted Cream is my favourite flavour of ice cream . :P

After tonight,
who knows where we'll be tomorrow
what if we're never here again?

After tonight
This will be a lifetime ago
so let's stay up until the sky bleeds red.

And we'll stop stop stop the world from moving
Stop stop stop the grass from turning
Stop this night from fading away

This time is ours
If I could hold this moment in my hands
I'd stop the world from moving
I'd stop the grass from turning

This time is ours
inside a frozen memory of us
And we are motionless, motionless

Gone like a dream that I have just awoken from
Fading away, just out of reach
And we are here, but I already miss you
even as you're lying next to



Oh, How revision, exams and school will be the death of me. So today, I realised I had run out of paper. Bad thing that is, because I have so much revision to do for my Psychology exam on thursday. No paper = No revision. So when Matthew offered to drive me to town, I went. I didnt just get paper though, oh no. I got 4 books.



"The short second life of Bree Tanner" (Also known as 'TSSLoBT'), "Betrayed", "Chosen", and "Untamed". The House of Night series is an exceptionally good bunch of books.



TSSLoBT. First thoughts? Looking at it from the side view like this (^^) and yes, thats Angel, One of the cats that owns me. Its length I am not happy with. Stephenie Meyer, its all well and good that you wrote another book, but c'mon. All these fans waiting and you give them a book far less than 200 pages long. My exact first thoughts were 'Im going to use the book to smack Stephenie around the head and tell her to write more'

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I was kinda caught offguard earlier today and yesterday. Now, Im not 100% sure about this as im wary and paranoid. My life hasnt been the easiest, but by far it hasnt been the hardest either, but we all have our moments, right? So anyway, I saw an old friend of mine and she seemed a little off with me. It was only breifly and she was with a friend, who I dont like and clearly she does not like me either. And then My old friend made a remark on her facebook that confused me, because I wasnt sure whether it was aimed at me. I mean, my head says theres a possiblily, but my heart says to ignore it and hope for the best. What am I meant to do? We, in the past, have discussed this subject before. Now, I cant tell you what it was exactly, but ill give an example. Say you had a favourite food and your friend hates it, but you dont really see anything wrong with it, even if you have discussed it before. You just dismiss it and then later, your friend starts to contemplate whether you should be friends because you dont like the same food. I know this is a ridiculous example, but I hope you know what im trying to say.

Now, like I said, its probally not aimed at me because obviously im not the only person in this world. I dont know the full story of whats happened to my friend for the past few weeks. It might be something to do with someone else. So why am I in doubt? Maybe shes just in a bad mood.

Friends help mold us and shape us after our family has done their part. Whatever happens, as you age, you may change on the outside and you may act differently, but inside your still the same. The same heart beats with the rhytme of the world. The same soul is still buried within you, waiting for the day you die so that they can continue their forever lasting journey to knowledge and understanding. The same lungs breathe the forever changing winds of nature. The same you in every way.

I just wish I could escape sometimes. Or start a-fresh. The words I want to hear right now? "Victoria Telling. The Night has chosen Thee. Thy death will be thy birth. Your destiny awaits you at the House of Night."

#RandomFact I dont enjoy the fact that people judge a book by its cover.

Cant wait for this to be released!! Whats with the end bit? I was literally laughing my head off reading some of the comments on this video.

#Randomfact - Skittles are my favey, next to fruit pastels. :P

*Drools*
Okay, so the other day, I discovered the #randomfacts topic on twitter. I wrote many that day and thought I should maybe post them here for my lovely readers.
Follow me for my sometimes amusing tweets -@SITSvicky
SITS stands for She Is The Sunlight, if you were wondering. Its been my favey song for a while now. So, here we go. A nice list of random facts about me.

- I failed my psychology exam back in January. My friend and I revised the same stuff the night before and got the same score.
- I obsess over things way too easily. Especially boys, but I keep that more of a secret.
- My bookcase shows my gradual growing up and gradual obsessions. Disney to Doctor who to hannah montana to Twilight.
- I used re-arrange my book case in colour-code until I realised I should to it alphaetically. Everything is still in order.
- I have OCD urges. I line things up. alot.
- Im not a last minute person. Well, I wasnt until Rebecca.
- I never had proper friends until I was 14/15. And you use the term FML?
- I used to be a complete Gamer Girl. Now I use the internet, not so much.
- When I was a gamer, I never actually completed that many games. Those that I did though, I wrote down.
- Hello Kitty: Roller skate adventure - On Ps2 took me two hours to complete. I was 13.
- Kingdom Hearts 2, I completed in 23 hours. Kingdom Hearts 1 however, I am still stuck on.
- The ending of Kingdom Hearts 2 made me cry. alot.
- My mother's name is Jayne. My middle name is Jayne. People always spell it as Jane. >_<
- My name was originally going to be Emily. Looks like either way, id have a name from Twilight ;)
- My favorite colour is Green. It always has been.
- I shouted at OK! Magazine yesterday for spelling Ashley Greene's name wrong. They spelt it as Green.
- Im being blackmailed by my bestfriend to play facebook scrabble on a daiy basis.
- Reading FanFictions helped my Vocab. I should have started before my exams in year 11. Would have gotten better grades.
- I got a C in maths. After two years of failing. and a half an hour unnoticed panic attack in the exams hall.
- Hi i'm Vicky and i'm really bloody slow at scrabble
- I used to hate pancakes. And Marmite. Now I love them.
- I used to eat a friends lunch on the way home. I didnt realise until lately that shes practically anerexic
- Most of my scars are a result of falling of my bike. I have a fear of bikes now.
- I enjoy speaking Pig Latin. Alot
- The first person who ever slept around my house went home at 10pm crying. They surpressed that memory and dont remember. FML?
- My mum used to dress me up in colour-coded outfits. Dress, frilly socks, cardigan, underwear and a hat, all the same colour
- Childhood fashion has resulted in my slight aversion to dresses.
- The most discusting food habit I have is dipping Toast in a cup of tea.
- I have more Jewelry than my mum, but fail to ever use it
- I used to want to be famous. Now I'll settle for well known.
- My dreams of becoming a Vet were crushed when I was told I wasnt intelligant enough when I was 14.
- I still remember walking to play school and telling my Mum I wanted to be a Vet or an Artist. Oh, how things change
- I used to say I'd forever stay in Swindon. Now, Im not so sure.
- I get an email at 11.08am exactly, every day. Urban Dictionary wins.
- I dislike my ex-best friend.
- I can never hate
- I havent dusted my television for over three months. Just dont touch it.
- Ive forgotten to do my IT BTEC work in the midst of psychology revision and will continue to ignore it until the exams are gone
- I miss Zooooeeeeeeyyyyyyyyyy :(
- If asked , I will pour my heart out to someone.
- ... If I think they care.
- I apparently eat very loudly....
- I enjoy Pizza Hut salads, whereas my best friend doesnt.
- I want to go to the cinema with Rebecca once a week.
- I want to have a house with Rebecca when she goes to Uni. It would be fun.
- My mum could easily be dieing right now, yet she still continues to smoke
- My cousin moved in with us at the begining of this week, and that night we both sat talking till 1am, him slowly getting high.
- He wants to be a police officer, but doesnt have time for college because he has two jobs.
- He gets free curry's .... Just saying ;)

Okay, so loads of random facts. From now on, I will try to have one new random fact for every blog post I have. That sounds good.



This picture shows the results of my bedroom floor after going shopping in town. Good day, that was. Got 103 points on my subcard. I got the man before me's points 'cos the man that was working loves me and Rebecca. We will own that Subway one day, wont we Becca ;)



I had to take this picture, it amused me. What strange people thought this was the best bet against someone stealing crappy shoes that dont fit, even if you get the right size?



Oh, look, whats this? Pre-order of "The short second life of Bree Tanner" By Stephenie Meyer? Yes, yes it is. -Squeals- Im so excited !! And the soundtrack is awesome too!! ...You know, Its June already. Next month is Rebecca's 17th...and mine... but I know what Im getting Becca already. It wont be much, but she should love it. And no, Im not teasing because I know she reads this. Okay, so I am, and shes going to hate me. Love you, Becca. xD



Anyone else think this is dodgy? It's just my dirty mind isnt it? -sigh-



Lookie! I got a FREE book when I pre-ordered TSSLoBT. Ive started reading it. Its not too bad. Its even made me laugh several times. Apparently Shakespear and Nicole Kidman are both Vampyres. And the Vampyres worship the Godess of Nyx. Yeah, Its okay. But, It was free, so cant complain. :P



This is the moth I mentioned two post's ago. Trust me, its big. That sucker was huuuuge.

So, I need to email a friend back now. Claire, to be exact. I had to revise all day so couldnt reply, so Im off to do so right noowww. -skips off merrily, only marginly stressed-

There are several reasons why Im dead for the time being. I realise I am being a tad OTT with this, but Im being serious. Im dead. I have been revising psychology non-stop for the past few days and Im going to fail. Why, you may ask, why are you going to fail if your revising? Because, my lovely, I cant seem to grasp any of the information going into my brain. I need Rebecca to be able to revise properly. Either that or, I dunno, a-big-meteor-hits-every-single-exam-office-in-the-whole-entire-...-world-?. Yeah, the '-' was to add the effect of me saying it quickly and in a paniced voice. Hopefully it worked. The picture at the top is to show one of the many reasons of my death. The weather !? Oh My Actual Days. (OMAD)

I know, I know. I shouldn't complain about the heat because other countries are warmer and global warming and britian never sees the sun without God being all "What am I doing giving them sun? PUNISH THEEEMM", blah blah blah. Im not good with heat. I can get used to it ofcourse, but for now im just feeling sick and passing out everytime I happen to walk anywhere outside of the shade.

Another reason why Im dead? BECAUSE I AM !!! IM SO DAMNED STRESSED AND IM NOT TELLING ANYONE !!! .... -Head/desk-

Time to calm down before I write a blog post that isnt so...I dont know... suicidal?

*Sarcasm in title*

So, Earlier my mother decided to tell me to get a job. Now, this is a daily basis sort of thing, but shes dragging me into town tomorrow to try and get me a job. This caused a conversation on Chatroll that made me laugh so much, I felt the need to share. So here goes.

Alice-oxox: (My mum keeps yelling at me to get a Job, and when I tell her im too busy shes all "You're always on the laptop laughing and talking to friends" -sigh-)
Alice-oxox: (But, I might not be online as often.... My mum is going to try and get me a job when she drags me to town tomorrow... without a CV might I add)
x-JacobB-x: (I gots to get a job too it's gonna suck)
Alice-oxox: (My mum thinks she can get me a job without a CV. LMAO. She crazzzyyyy)
Alice-oxox: (without a CV,you really cant. Im going to be stood there like "Yeah, sorry, my mums a retard and wants to get me out of the house and off the internet.... do you have internet ?? ;) ")
x-JacobB-x: (my jobs gonna suck if I get it)
Alice-oxox: (My job will be like.... Selling Milkshakes LMAO)
x-JacobB-x: (lmao!! I'm gonna apply at an animal shelter)
Alice-oxox: (Im going to aspire to getting a job at Shake-away Theres a good looking lad there...)
x-JacobB-x: (that's a girl Alice... Lookin at the positives of such a negative subject)
Alice-oxox: (I might have to work with lesbians...how scared am I? VERY! Im a decent looking girl... ill get chased.....I dont want to be sexually harassed next to the milk...)
x-JacobB-x: (lmao...I'd chase you :P )
Alice-oxox: (LMAO !!!)
x-JacobB-x: (lmfao!)
Alice-oxox: (I do make myself laugh sometimes. LMFAO!!)
x-JacobB-x: (milk harasment)
Alice-oxox: (The milk isnt the one getting harrassed...Yeah, Im not working there...)

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Okay, so this happened around two days ago, but I never got around to psting it. Mainly because I had to do something else, but anyway... Im going to blog again soon. After my revision. Which will take a long time. -sigh-

This is an MTV Movie awards 2010 Advert. It made me laugh until Robert said "Dirt". Why does he say it like that? It sounds like he burped while saying it......
I liked Taylors one better, and Im not even much of a Taylor fan.

Les: Mr. Avatar.. sugar tits..
I don't give a **** about the laws of physics, okay?
Because I am the law! I want it in 4D, do it! (.)It's gonna be a great show.

Taylor: Les, we already talked about this, man, remember?
My agents told you. That weekend is my best friends wedding and I'm the//

Les: //Best man. Understood, all cool.
Bring in Taylor's double.

Taylor: Nobody is gonna believe this is me.

Les: I'm sorry, which... which Taylor said that?

Les: **** off.

Les: Smell that? Can you smell that?
We just took this **** to the next level. Bow down big guy.

Ya'll know thats Tom Cruise, right? Atleast, I think it is. :P

MTV MOVIE AWAARRRDDDSSSS 2010 !!!!